March 8th, 2008


azeer ( i m a poop machine) sayz.. just type anything yaar….. and then hands over a newspaper dates 23rd july 06… it magically produces a mikly comment inside….. thanks Az..

hope and my nu life

it was just wed now n i was never more out of energy.... 2 nights-of 2-3 hrs of sleep later i felt like walkin through mist and seeing he sky below me. even though dad looks a lot younger and moms overjoyed and bro's still indifferent to enething ... i feel older than ever b4..
how my life is gonna change once i move out of this place.... so empty , so light , so ... so .... umm... new. GG is gonna turn an abrupt one in my life of only 21 now... so whats nu im asked and all i can reply is ' hmmm , nothing man.' and that wudhav been so true, if it wasnt to include worring about 3rd yr, exams, results. shifting, mom , and stress, nervousness insomia, clinical depression... et.all
why does this mean im goin crazy... arent we all goin through hell with a smile ... jus bcuz i c my doc more for no severe disease , i have been ever so many times classified as ' pagal ' .
pagal or not.. jus me being me inspite of so many changes is wht suprises me and keeps me going all the time.
so , i dont believe in spirituality , i wont agree in putting my faith in anything other than my mind, so what if im just not the simple fellow u go along with to the house of worship.... me is no differente' ... wow it feels like an hour, i doesnt take even a min to read.... guess it may never pay off..... heh heh... heh...!!!

FREE-O-WAT

reached rohits place... exams sucked... structures main ludkegaa...lagta hain... snv was OK.... damn i might get a drop...useful or useless.. i dunno... i will certainly make the most of either situations..
i read areens reply too 'plz reply'.. he was so pissed.... i feel good that he gave him a piece of him... and he spoke for the class in majority...
our problem lies in the initial thought that we loved us all and then BOOM....!!! like in any relationship... we realise all r fine but with a few differences and it is a blow when u have to acclimatize to fit in...
An Utopian world wud allow u to b urself..selflessly.... mine doesn't

pappu-yaar

a pappu-yaar comment come as a heavenly message .... it says ... arre yaar naam mita.... heh heh ... angry though he is.... im fine wid it.... damn hungry .... he doesnt understand....
bharakta hai salla....
ideas pop-up and now im plannin to do some(many) things for the hols... apart from my internal submissions to do....
salla bheja fry ho gaya hai... exams r on 15th and structures is yet to begin.... kutta kahe-ka...
ye hai meri kahani.... khmosh zindagani..... what a song.... poora TP hai....
pappu pappu pappu.... tension mat le.... kam pe concentrate kar.... aur sab fit ho jayega....
n now in bored of typing... so ill leve it here...
chal pappu... chalta hai....

was watching the show on ngc about india and its wonders sp. north. delhi and all. why do v need a world travel when it is all here.?? the problems of the world find their solutions in india.... even then v flok to the west... wow.... how nice.... the bloody west is flockin to india.... from food to art to living to peace... it is here.... i m saying that wht is to achieve when u dunno ur power but set to find out other's...?? ?? im not binding on to regional boundaaries, but thats a start isn't it... a travel is the biggggest education tecnique ever... how many do it to learn. the world is switching to brick now and v r just finding wonders in concrete.... moving slow is our thing... fightin for bieng called backward is our mission...the land of the maharajas is open to tourists and indian flok there only to loot thse travellers.. .
the connectivity v hav here is so great that v can join hands to rule the world( not that it would b the priroty to my life), indian markets r the oil wells of arabia... we made curry for god sake.... yoga n martial arts r bieng profecionally taught, the world over.... it is our weapon...
we r basking in the glory of our ancesters and r reluctant to take it forward.... who will ??? ... the west?... it shall b us..if only v c it as our mission, not by waiting for someone to do it. awareness is low and hence india is stagnant. SHANGHAI says it wants to b NEWYORK by 2020..... we in india say, MUMBAI shud b SHANGHAI by 2020..... heh heh.... newyork may never b our dream...... y cudve just been the best... and some day NEWYORK ma say.... WE WANNA B MUMBAI by 20--.....!!! !!