REST IN PEACE...!!!

almost a month and two it has been, and i find myself looking for a scent .... one that releases the sense of belonging... a place where my bull is ever faithful ... i find peace in the 180 sq.ft. coffin...

it is pain like no other... a feeling of being ripped out of my own body, my knees and knuckles ripping, my throat gashed and the body smeared with loneliness... my mind turns inside out and leaves the confines of sensibility... the dream of a man along with his conscience is not too far... it wasn't far before...

what have i done... y does my scream not leave my body... why is the struggle so intense,yet so invisible... why does the storm in my mind seem silent in my eye... i leave the shore of high waves, to set sail into the deeper oceans where i may find at long last...the darkness of the deep reflecting in my mind... my faith and belief just one with the darkness.