Crepe failation

Today turned out to be the worst meeting ever... She was rude, She was wierd, She was unsettling, She was quiet.
last night i had the best time ever,with her and i cannot belelive how much a person can change by just being sober.... What i do not understand is where i went wrong, all throughout this...
Why is this happening all over again.
I cannot take it....
I cannot take her...
I am done... I care enough to ask her to leave in peace and be happy... Thats about it....

- joon 050310